Rush was my one "never miss." I found a way to see at least one show per tour from 1994 onward, and that amounted to 12 shows. Having read what I had read, I knew in my heart that was going to be the last time I saw them live, but there was also a faint kindling that at some point down the line, maybe the boys would get together for a one-off, maybe in NYC or something. I would have absolutely invested in going to that. This time last year, amidst it all, one of the things I felt was immensely fortunate to have been to able to see and witness and enjoy all that I had, and gratitude that the band had been so gracious to share the majority of their lives with thousands (millions?) of people they would never know.
Rush, and Neil, were something undeniably special to those who loved them. It's this one universal good, for me. There was always Rush, and there is always the music. That will never die.