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Soulful Reflections, Nightmare Projections
Pt 1: Hello (Forever True)
Hello
You don’t know me
But I know you
Wanna go see
What we can do?
I find it hard to sit still
Because there’s a hole in my heart
That I know you can fill.
Come with me
Let me show you what love is
And you will see
The true meaning of happiness
Close your eyes
Imagine me there with you
Let in the light
And know I will never leave you
I love you
And you will too
I’ll grow on you
My love is forever true
Don’t speak
No more words
Don’t cry
No more tears
Don’t run
No more running away
Just sit in my arms
I will steer you of pain and harm
I will always be by your side
To drive your fears back to where they hide
And if you still want me here
After I release your fears
This is where I will remain
Through the cold and the rain
Because I love you, through and through
These words I say are forever true
Pt 2: Blood Rose
I give my heart to you
I give it all to you
In this dark romance
Dark embrace
I give you a blood rose
No body else needs to know
Oh no one needs to know
Hide the scars in your soul
With the pedals of this rose
I’ll love you till the end of my days
If you hold me through this rain and haze
Oh no one needs to know
Baby you’ve nothing to fear
for I will always be here
I give you this blood rose
Just promise me that no one else knows
Pt 3: Loving Embrace
A fork in the road
Which direction do you choose?
Do you go left, where you find me?
Or right, where I find you.
How about you cut through the middle
Meet me half way
Loving embrace
In each other’s arms we stay
‘Till our hair turns gray
But if I broke down in your arms
And cried through the night
Would you hold me?
And tell me it’s all right?
And if thoughts of suicide
Roam through my head
And I thought myself better off dead
Would you still hold me through the night?
And tell me it will be all right?
If I give you my heart and ask you to keep it safe,
Would you let go of this loving embrace?
I ask for your love, nothing more
Hand in hand, we can fight this war
And if you tell me your secrets
Wrap them in lace
I swear to you I wont let go
Of this loving embrace
Pt 4: Forever True (reprise)
Forever true
Forever together
Our love can’t be severed
Oh, if only I knew.
Pt 5: Who Am I (Part One: Transformation)
What is happening to me?
What have I become?
Blinded by anger, I still can’ believe
This transformation has begun
Can you tell me?
What is happening to me?
I walk the streets, thirsting for blood
But my eyes set on love
Wandering in the twilight
Wondering if I’m all right
Looking for you, what can I do?
Eyes are bloodshot
Mind full of twisted thoughts
I’m drunk with fear
Of you, and you’re the only cure
Can you tell me?
What is happening to me?
Living in a constant rage
Tired of living locked in this cage
You see this fiend that society has made?
It kills me every time I hear myself say:
Who am I?
Pt 6: Safe In A World Of Dreams?
These four walls
Insanity closing in on me
Trapped in this stall
Won’t you come and save me?
Claustrophobia takes it’s rightful place in my mind
Pull me from this eternal maze of space and time
I need to break free from this hell
Pull me out of this fucking shell
Suddenly I’m overcome
With new hope, new life
With feelings of freedom
And possibilities of flight
Wings form
In my mind
I learn to fly
To escape the norm
To leave reality behind
To be come blind
Of society’s insanity
I escape, to a world unseen
I am Safe In A World Of Dreams.
Pt 7: Echoes From My Past (Dream)
Impossibilities seem endless
Love set astray
A never-ending drift
You keep pushing me away
I sit alone listening to a dream
In the sanctuary of my mind
Safe and serene
I close my eyes
And become blind
To life’s despair and lies
Numb
No longer able to feel
At peace
Life no longer seems real
Echoes from my past begin to haunt my mind
I begin to quiver, unable to find
The tranquility I once knew
For in my minds eye, I see you
I open my eyes and begin to scream
I am no longer Safe In A World Of Dreams
Pt 8: Who Am I (Part 2: Blame)
I cant breath
Fear. It is strangling me
Round my neck
Like a tourniquet
Cutting the flow
I just want you to know
There is nothing anyone can do
Except you
You know how to tame the beast within
Please don’t let my life end
Why is this happening to me?
Why am I spiraling out of control?
Why has my pulse begun to slow?
Why do I bring everybody to shame?
Who is truly to blame?
Who am I?
Pt 9: Forever Poisoned
In the blackest of nights
Void of the midsummer’s moon
Nothing seems all right
I know I will be seeing you soon
I hide beneath the stars
But these celestial witnesses
Cannot hide these scars
My mind is warped and twisted,
Ashamed and disgraced
By this unavoidable fate.
Forever haunted
Forever in fear
Forever poisoned
You are no longer the cure
Where do I run?
Where do I hide?
I know the new morning’s sun
Will not be by my side
I turn my head
And see you there
All is said
With your penetrating stare
Forever haunted
Forever in fear
Forever poisoned
You are no longer the cure
Pt 10: Dream (reprise)
I close my eyes and return
To the peace and serenity I once knew
For in my mind’s eye
I see you
Numb
Yet still able to feel
At peace
I know this isn’t real
Pt 11: Who Am I (Part 3)
Who am I?
Has life been a lie?
In the darkness I lay
Constantly wondering why
No matter how hard I try
I will never see bluer skies
Pt 12: Let It Rain
I sit in the cold
I sit all alone
Waiting for the rain
Waiting for the tears to pour
Love. Love is lost
And it hurts like never before
Let it rain.
Let it rain
Let it rain tonight
In the morning will things be all right?
Let it rain tonight.
Pt 13: Without You
Come forth as I confess my sins
This is where my life ends
Love and anger spread within
Emotions, stretched too thin
Please tell me you are able to see
This fear growing inside me
Without you here
I’ll open a bottle and drink my life away
Without you, why should I fucking care?
This is such a beat up life, so why stay?
Memories of you, drown my thoughts
You know I am lost without you
You know I’m gonna die without you
Tell me there is nothing to fear
Tell me you will always be here
As it rains, I think of you
And all the shit we went through
I want to look into your eyes, but they aren’t the same
It makes me wonder which of us is to blame
I guess fall wasn’t our season
Like it was last year
Please give me a reason
To relinquish all of my fears
And extinguish all of my doubts
Your love, I cant live without
Tell me these nightmares aren’t real
Tell me its okay, okay to feel
Tell me something, before it’s too late
Tell me something, before I seal my fate
Another soul lost to the midnight air
I will pay the cost, to leave this despair
I don’t know where to turn
My heart burns cold
Life is no longer a concern
My life has been sold
Tell me you haven’t gone away
Tell me what I’ve done wrong
Tell me you will stay
Tell me to be strong
Kissed by the darkness within
I fall to my knees waiting for it to begin
Begging you please forgive this final sin
Forever isn’t forever because today is the end
I hold this knife in my bloody hands
I’m on the edge, this is my final stand
I swear I did all that I can
But in the end I am only a man
I drown in this self-inflicted pain
I wont let your lies decide
My life, my death, my suicide!
Pt 14: The Edge
Screaming all alone
Knife in hand, I plunge into myself
When I realize that the knife is gone
Instead it’s in you, you’re on the ledge
I grab for you. You fall
Your whispered words
Your final
I love you more
And I fall too
Pt 15: Through Time and Space (Awakening)
“Through time and space
I walk to see your shining face
Past life and death
To feel your hello’s breath”
It was all a dream.
You never left me
To drown in misery
These Soulful reflections
These Nightmare projections
Were never real
I can still feel.
Forever true
Me and you
“Still I stay,
Day after day
But being alone,
You are my only home”
You are my blue skies on a rainy day
You chase all my fears away
In eachothers arms, we stay
Together we live out each day
“Without your smile
I never would have walked the past miles
With out your tears,
I never would have survived the past years
With tears like rain
I know you will be there through the pain”
Our hearts, one
Our love cannot be undone
As long as I can hear your words
And feel your breath
Everything else seems absurd
And I no longer fear death