I don't think I'd ever want a threesome. Apologizing to one person is humiliating enough.
Even after having a threesome (or a billion), people will still experience this any given amount of times. Sometimes shit just goes pear shaped.
Although it wasn't a threesome, I was with a woman who,
after giving me my first rimjob, got insanely livid and "disgusted" with me after I kissed and sucked on her nips. Like...for a second. Right after she basically pushed me off she says, and this is word for fucking word, "OH
GAWD, DON'T YOU
EVER DO THAT!?", (yes, she phrased it like a question, I think her brain broke) and I, looking tomato red in the face, said "UWAH! WHAT? I'M SORRY!"; she then, still very sternly but now weirdly calm, tells me, "It just.... It. I... I just imagine my kids nursing every time someone sucks on my tits, you know?" and then I said that I had forgotten I have to get up really early and had to leave and got the fuck out of there. I mean okay...I don't have kids and I'm not a woman but WWWWWWUT!? I cannot possibly imagine this happens to many mothers or is a normal thing at all. I mean I'm far from normal but
god damn.
At some point...you'll always have to apologize.
Apparently for completely normal sensual acts right after a still considered fairly debaucherous act. Good stuff. Good....stuff....*sigh*
On another weird note...After having tons of people in my group tell me that it's a horrible idea...I've decided to say fuck it and fool around with a member of the AA group I go to. Normally it's not seen as bad, but we're both fairly early in our sobriety, and yet this girl will not stop coming on to me. Not crazy like, she's not like a cat in heat or anything, and she seems very down to Earth and restrained, but good lord every time we talk it turns into an eye fucking session.
It's fucking ridiculous and I'm done with the tension so screw it. I drove her home the last time and she asked if I wanted to come in for a coffee and "hang out". It was 1 AM.
Yes. Let us hang out. And y'know if it ends up destroying our sobriety and ruining our lives, OH WELL!
Not really.
Hmmm...I...URGH.