We’ve never met (in person), but you can count me as someone who likes and respects you.
Between this place and MP.com, I’ve been reading your posts for damn near 15 years (maybe longer)… I know you better than most of my extended family.
I totally get your desire to post via desktop (I share the preference), and appreciate the update.
Above all else, my thoughts are with you and yours. Devastating news, no doubt, but a silver lining in the lack of conclusiveness?
Either way, as you can tell by this thread, you got tons of support waiting for you on the other end of this url.