Huge Van Halen fan. My favorite band hands-down through my most formative years.
I have very mixed feelings about the different parts of Eddie that have been revealed/shown to me in stages through the years, but I certainly never knew the man personally and as a result I've always tried to just kinda live with my mental image of the Eddie I emotionally and mentally spent so much time with.
To me, Eddie Van Halen is the biggest face on the Mount Rushmore of guitar/rock. One of the (if not THE) most incredible guitarists and rock writers to ever live. So many other artists and so much other music wouldn't exist or be who they are without Eddie's trailblazing.
More than anything, though, I feel so sad today knowing that there will never be another Van Halen song or Van Halen tour, or even an Eddie Van Halen solo cut or side-collaboration. Maybe someday we'll hear the troves of material from his 5150 studio, but as of Oct 6 2020, no more Van Halen music will ever be created. That really depresses me, but also fills me with gratitude.
Thank you, Eddie, for the music.Rock stars come and go. Musicians play until they die.
-EVH
Side note:I always thought the "Hammerman" logo was so cool. Growing up in Southern California, I always got a kick out of the statues on trucks all over the place. Western is still in business today, and still uses the logo. Never knew why Van Halen adopted that logo, but it always seemed a perfect fit.