There are two specific people in general with whom I'd like to trade lives. Their lives are like my ideal life, if I ever could wish it by just writing it down, down to the last detail. It's insane. One of them got her shot through pure luck and being fucking supermodel gorgeous so I can't exactly emulate her path. The other one, I can and will try, no Single White Female shit, just working on the same areas she's been working at and seeing where it takes me.
It's interesting that I'm not really envious or jealous. I just look at them or talk to them sometimes and think "man, you're living the life", but I know there's also some younger girls looking up to me thinking that about me who don't know how my most personal life is a wreck.