I met a guy in the program who had a similar experience. He served 33 years for murder, and on his first day out he attended a meeting that happened to be a regular one I went to, a large all men's meeting. He could only wonder at 100 men of a myriad ages and races who were working together out of love to help each other instead of plotting to hurt each other. His gratitude was thick enough for the whole room, it was beyond incredible to experience.