What is your deepest fear?
What is on your bucket list?
How many states have you been... inside of?
1. Dying, and realizing that i am dying (i.e. being buried alive, drowning, falling from a tall height
2. A lot involves travel to Europe... Germany, Austria, especially, to see birthplaces of my favorite composers.
3. California, Florida, Georgia, Illinois, Indiana, Iowa, Kentucky, Maryland, Michigan, Minnesota, Missouri, Nevada, New Jersey, New York, North Carolina, Ohio, Pennsylvaina, South Carolina, Tennessee, Virginia, West Virginia, Wisconsin
NEXT
Like many teachers, I became pretty disillusioned after a while, and it certainly didn't help that I had a growing family and teachers don't get paid for shit. I still miss it, I miss the kids, the challenge, and just the knowledge that what I was doing made a real difference. But administrators are assholes in general, and as a programmer I'm making three times what I made as a teacher, so I try to tell myself that I made the right decision to leave the profession.
You still love what you do, and that's the key. I loved teaching, and would still do it if it were not for the combination of asshole administrators and shitty pay. It just wasn't worth it. If they paid better, I would put up with the shit; if there wasn't so much shit, I could live with the lousy pay. But putting up with both was killing me.
Believe me, if I go through what I have gone through much more, I'm going to seriously think about changing my career direction. While my new position is very difficult and involves an extensive commute, I am getting paid for my experience, something that I haven't experienced in several years, meaning I'm getting paid more. I also got hired to direct a community choir (asst. director) so even though I'm teaching elementary, I am getting my choir fix. Hopefully this will be stable, and hopefully it will help me get a job closer to where I live next year (or that I get a much more stable teaching gig next year, right now I'm between 4 schools)
who will survive the return of cthulhu?
I guess we have to wait and see... I plan on moving to Xanadu before that