What are you looking to achieve? You're not overweight and look actually a perfectly fine, normal healthy weight?
I'm actually a little concerned you're looking to loose weight. Especially the first line where you say 'not exactly obese,' well, no, have you looked in the mirror? You also say you're scared to step on the scale. Why? Be careful, I've dabbled into eating disorder territory and body dysmorphia is fucking real. You don't need to lose weight.
Mate, if I were you, I'd eat solid decent food around your maintenance and maybe look at some weight training. It's possibly exactly what you may need and looking for.