So new year and all, it seems there's a lot of high priority major projects that need to happen sooner than later. My team is only 3 of us plus a manager. The work load is crazy right now and the forcast is bad. My boss has been asking my coworker to work with him on the management side instead of work with me on the projects. I understand he probably needs help too, but I mentioned to him that it would help our projects if I had the help of another as expected since we've always been a two man team at our home base. I pretty much handled it all myself in 2019 while my coworker did the office work or travelled. He mentioned that my coworker has only been not helping me for the last quarter which isn't true, it was all of 2019 and I even put this in my yearly review at the end of last year (have yet to hear feedback). Anyway, I brought up my concerns that there's too much for one person, we are growing insanely and I can't keep up as one person (who also travels to our other sites and when I do, it means my work backloads at the main site).
Well, I was told to take a xanax. Literally. I'm so pissed off about that comment. I feel that is beyond being unprofessional. Anyway, I busted ass all day and updated in our group chat what I accomplished and that I will need network engineering to review my own network design (since our 2 of our network engineers quit last month, someone's got to do the work) and made a comment about how it would be nice if we had working scripts like we used to so I didnt have to make custom builds for everything. Now I got some really nasty responses from my coworker but I'm 99% sure that's my boss using my coworkers account to say it. I know this as I've known both of them for 10 years and they have very different ways of talking and personality. I'm livid with that. I asked if that was my boss and now all chat is quiet. I'm not stupid and I'm busting my ass while those two drink whiskey in discuss work in the office. I know this, because they admit after 5pm is when the booze comes out.
I'm not sure what to do here. I'm so mad that I want to report this to HR, but at the same time, I'm not looking to get into any shit or make things worse for myself. I'm just super frustrated, overworked already and feel like I'm being manipulated. Maybe 2019 is finally when I leave. If I left, that would put them in a bad spot and I kind of want to do that because my coworker who ahs been doing the office work lately has gotten really bad at doing his core job function. He works at like 50% of what I'm capable of and my boss forced my Amsterdam coworker to quit last fall so we are already short staffed. Kind of feel like those two are digging a hole and if I left they would be buried in it.
Short story, I'm so mad that instead of my boss understanding my concerns, he tells me to take a pill and then tries to manipulate me. I feel abused.
EDIT: He responded to my comment asking if it was him by using his own account and saying "eat my ass" and didn't acknowledge or deny calling him out. Kind of confirms it even though I didn't need the confirmation as I know exactly how both of them talk.