So remember how I talked myself into thinking that girl isn't interested? I could be totally off base here, but over the last few weeks she regularly messages me out of the blue asking how my day is going/weekend was/random shit like her dinner, or launching into a tirade about something that she found funny/annoying. Now, I might be completely CLUELESS, but that always confuses me when it comes from a girl I'm into. At the same time, I've had a girl from my past tell me just today she wants to be with me, especially in the future when she's back in the area, and she's batshit crazy so I'm like whooooooa hold up
I cast my net out to a few other girls, too; none have been as receptive as girl #1, though, but they're all nice.
All that leads me to the big roadblock of 2020-2021: how the hell are you supposed to date anybody during this pandemic?! What do you do for dates? Gonna have to get 1950s with it and have a damn picnic I guess.