Basically. I'm feeling like I scared him off with something I said, and I feel stupid for putting myself out there so much.
Basically this was our convo Monday night:
J: my week is getting crazy but I'd really like to see you again soon! What is your weekend like?
R: oh god the weekend is so far away. I have no plans but may go climbing one day
J: I know! I'm sorry, I don't mean to put on any pressure, it's just that my schedule fills up so fast and it can be hard to see the people I really want to see (like you) so I have to plan ahead
R: I really want to see you soon too
J: Fine!
... well it looks like Friday is probably the best day for me because (all the shit I have going on Saturday)
J, 10 minutes later, feeling self conscious: *insert funny cat-related text here*
J, the next afternoon, feeling even more self-conscious about having not heard back: *insert funny dog pic here*
That was yesterday, and I haven't heard from him since the text Monday about wanting to see me. I feel like, even if he's extremely busy, there's no reason for that length of silence other than "fuck off" or "I am deceased."