I've got a date with DT Girl (as creative as TinderSuccess is, I'm sure we'd all like to use this nickname
) tonight. I'm kinda excited, but also kinda nervous. I wasn't really actively looking for something like this, so it caught me by surprise. And it also feels a little weird being the one who was "persued". I feel like when I message someone, they usually have no opinion about me yet, so I can set myself apart from others in the way I interact. But with this rarity of someone messaging me with something other than Hi, I feel nervous like she already has some " idea" about me, and I likely can only let her down. This all just stems from my anxiety issues. I know she's cool, so I should just relax and enjoy myself.
Then on Friday I have another date. This woman on OKC messaged me several months ago, but I was dating someone and she honestly isn't my usual type. A new profile of hers (I recognized the picture) popped up on my quickmatch. While it had a lot more personality than a lot of people's profiles, it also said specifically that she isn't looking for a serious relationship, but a FWB. I sent her a message and we started chatting, and we got on the same page with what we're looking for (while she tells me how much she loves sex and is terrific at it). We've got plans to grab a drink and then hangout at her place and smoke a little (never planned that first date before
). I can tell she's into me, so I'm kinda excited to get some soon
. But im also really anxious and nervous because I haven't gotten some in a REALLY LONG TIME
.