Been a rough day. My Australian Shepard was diagnosed with diabetes in January just after turning 10. Up until then, you would have thought he was still a pup with the way he acted.
The last few months he had taken a huge downward turn. Then about 2 weeks ago he came down with anemia. We thought we were going to lose him then but he pulled through and we just kept a tight watch on his blood sugar. He started having more bad days then good. He was not in pain, just lethargic. Then Sunday evening the end started. He was fine all day and then he vomited and became completely lethargic and looked drunk when he tried to walk. He stopped eating and drinking.
This morning my wife and I made the call that it was time. He couldn't really walk anymore and all he wanted to do was lay out in the grass in the sunlight. He knew what the score was and was trying to soak in as much as he could before the end.
We loaded him into the van and me, my wife and 2 kids went to the vet. It wasn't until the vet pronounced him that everyone totally lost it.
We brought him home at 3 months old and he was an amazing part of the family for 11 years. I have never had a dog as smart and loyal as he was. House trained within 3 months of coming home, always listened to our commands, never ran off, never begged for human food. People thought he must have been professionally trained, but no, he was just immensely smart and obedient.
This is going to hurt for some time.