he had a heart attack yesterday morning, went to the ER and was taken to a heart specialist. And now he's having kidney failure. he's in his mid 80's and in alabama. I haven't seen him in 17 years, but it's still weird that I feel crushed by it. Especially this close to the wedding. Ugh. just fucking sucks.
and my dad is talking to my parents like its going to happen. ugh