So yeah, I'm going to mirror the thoughts of everyone else and say that it was stupid to dispose of your iPod in the proper way, not even to give it as a gift or sell it. You're a poor kid, God knows you could use the money. That's what, a $200 piece of hardware you just tossed?
Its also clear that you're just ignoring any sensible advice given to you (like from theseoafs and Adami, who are both very smart guys) about what you perceive to be your obsession so I don't even know why I'm bothering. I'll just join everyone in staring in awe at this nonsensical turn of events.