So can I.
I consider myself a very spiritual guy. Christian? No. The views I have on God and her ways of living are completely radical compared to those in the Bible, but she and I have this agreement that whenever she needs me to do something I do it, and vice versa. We understand each other, and that only started when I came back to Christianity.
For the longest time I felt compelled to question my faith simply because it felt wrong to follow the teachings of something I didn't whole-heartedly agree with. Since I came back, I've read passages, studied sources, compared and contrasted ideologies, and in the end came up with my own faith. It's loosely Christian, but not Christian enough to call it that.
I pray, I ask for forgiveness, I seek counsel, and in the end I believe in a Heaven and reincarnation afterwards. However, none of this could have been possible without going back. When I read this thread about the reasons for and effects of leaving the church I think about what it did for me to go back.
Sure, it made me 'leave' it again, if you want to call it that, but I still feel close to God, and I think she appreciates that.
PS: if anyone is offended that I am calling God a girl, I apologize for nothing.