Okay, it was not the most eloquently phrased, but I know what he means. I come off stage and people thought it was great and tell me so, and I'm glad. I'm grateful that I was able to bring some joy to their lives by doing something, and I'm glad to have that power. It feels good to know that I've made someone else feel good. I play something in church and afterwards people tell me how nice it was, and I thank God that I have something to contribute, because I sure don't have a lot of money. People ask me to play or sing stuff all the time, and I do it, and it makes them happy. I can do that. I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful to have that power, the power to bring people joy through music.
It took me nearly 60 years to figure out what it means to have "the gift". The gift isn't the talent itself; the gift is that I get to feel the power that comes with making music. I get to bring happiness to people by banging on a piano or blowing into a flute or saxophone or even just singing something. Hell, being given the talent is practically a curse. It's an obligation. If I don't make music, I slowly go crazy. But when I do, what I get out of it is the feeling that I've made others happy; it feels fucking awesome. It's really, really hard to express that without sounding like a dick. I am grateful to have been given this gift.