In terms of my friends, I'm trying to fix things first. If you knew the entire story, they had a right to be mad at me for most things. Not everything, but most.
I'm trying right now to get things mended with Jason. He ignored my call, so I left him a message. I also sent him a message on msn, in case he doesn't check his voicemail. I feel shitty about this right now. Only because I don't want Jason to just side with Hayley, and stop being friends me because of this. He saw the thread, and is pissed at me.
Things are going to be fine, I just need to get over Hayley and fix some things.
EDIT: Jason just told me "We'll talk tomorrow morning" and signed off. I'm really anticipating this. I don't want Jason to hate me because of this. I feel pretty awful about it.
I don't know if you might be talking about anything else you may have done, but making the thread was nowhere near a "fuck up." Really, her getting so pissed over you venting to your online friends is absolutely ridiculous.
It's more half and half, mainly because I did tell a pretty one sided story and made her look like a bitch.
I don't really know what to think right now, though.