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Offline Super Dude

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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #315 on: April 26, 2010, 06:02:52 PM »
Oh wow, didn't see that when I posted.  I'm really sorry to hear that man. :sadpanda:
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #316 on: April 27, 2010, 08:58:15 AM »
Quote from: soundgarden on April 26, 2010, 04:09:08 PM
I dated a girl for about a year and we were extremely close, almost as if we were one.  Here thoughts were mine, and mine hers.  I felt I met my soul mate, the person who knows every single thing about me and I loved her like nothing else.  I stopped watching porn even.  When I thought about sex, it was always her, always!  My fantasies were always with her.  It was pathetic almost....

I would call her and just leave the phone there, her breathing alone soothed me.  She confided that she knew I was the one she will spend her life with.

Fast forward to earlier last year.  She and I had a fight because she wanted to take the next step, me proposing.  But we were only together for a year, I thought it was a bit reckless.  She then gave me the "if you truly love me you would" which was complete BS.  The fight escalated (our only real big fight ever, mind you).  She had to leave on a trip to Vegas for a week.  So I was home thinking about it, and I decided it was the right thing to do.  We were perfect for each other, we never fight big (except that one time) and we hate being apart, why prolong it?  So I dished out $6,000 and bought a gorgeous ring.  It had this Celtic design engraved on it with nice, but not bombastic, diamond in laid.  

I sent her a text "babe, im sorry for making you angry.  I promise everything will be ok when you return.  Have fun and your ass better not come back broke!"

A few days later I picked her up from the airport.  We took a cab a few blocks from her place and decided to walk the way.  She stopped me and said all of a sudden "i slept with someone".  I froze, my heart began to ache.  Tears instantly from my eyes.  I asked her why and she said "i dont know, but I need you to forgive me.  It was a mistake"

I pulled out the ring, showed her.  She gasped.  I threw it down the sewer and walked away.

I nearly took my life that night.   Good thing I had my friends around.

That was the worse night of my life and god I hope no one ever has to go through that.

So cheers to my fellow depressed.  Life does get better!  Bite the moment and keep looking forward to the bright days!

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I went through nearly the same thing, though while I hadn't yet bought the ring, I had been saving for one.  Were December not such an expensive month, I probably would have bought the ring and proposed then on Christmas day/her birthday.  If I would have actually went through with it only to have her tell me the truth, I am very afraid of what I might have done to myself.

So while I'm sure it doesn't make you feel better, I feel your pain.  Here I am four months later (we were together for 2 1/4 years) and for the most part things are better, but every once in a while, I get a sick feeling about it.  She wasn't ever supposed to be with anyone else.  She told me she wanted my lips to be the last that she kissed.  We had a wedding and a future planned.  How could she do such a thing?  How could she go through with it and not care?  Why doesn't she miss me as much as I miss her?  It's hard to know what goes through someone's head when they are unfaithful, and I'll sure never know for sure myself. 
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #317 on: May 06, 2010, 10:32:28 PM »
Hey everyone  :sadpanda:
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #318 on: May 06, 2010, 10:38:56 PM »
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Hey everyone  :sadpanda:

I'm happy to see you here, which I guess means I should leave. Oh well, it was short but sweet.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #319 on: May 06, 2010, 10:40:55 PM »
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #320 on: May 07, 2010, 12:36:57 AM »
Quote from: Sigz on May 06, 2010, 10:32:28 PM
Hey everyone  :sadpanda:
Did you remember Iain Wilson is still alive too? :sadpanda:
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #321 on: May 07, 2010, 09:43:31 AM »
O hey guys.  Between my final exams and work, I'll probably be in here a lot.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #322 on: May 07, 2010, 03:29:35 PM »
Same. I had my last day of school today and now I have three weeks of studying for finals to look forward to.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #323 on: May 07, 2010, 03:35:50 PM »
If it makes you guys feel any better, I don't have to study until Christmas.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #324 on: May 07, 2010, 03:39:45 PM »
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #325 on: May 07, 2010, 03:41:24 PM »
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #326 on: May 07, 2010, 03:43:53 PM »
The last few weeks I've just been totally down, and I have no idea why, but I can't really snap out of it for any decent amount of time, and it's really starting to affect school now. Like I'm having the hardest time getting motivated to do anything until the very last instant. And it's not even like I'm spending that free time doing anything - video games, friends, whatever. I'm just moping around my apartment all day.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #327 on: May 07, 2010, 03:45:00 PM »
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #328 on: May 07, 2010, 03:53:34 PM »
I get days like that when I just hang about and do nothing and then get annoyed at myself for not doing anything productive. And this year I've really been struggling to motivate myself to study so now I have a heap of revision to do for finals so I won't be leaving my room for the next three weeks.  :millahhhh
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #329 on: May 07, 2010, 03:54:41 PM »
It's ok, the outside world is overrated anyways.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #330 on: May 07, 2010, 03:57:22 PM »
Yup. That's what I'll be telling myself.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #331 on: May 07, 2010, 03:59:39 PM »
Well think about it, what's really outside? Birds? Fuck birds. Weather is shit most of the time, other people generally suck, etc. Inside is really where it's at.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #332 on: May 07, 2010, 04:00:29 PM »
I've noticed my mood lift a fair bit in the last month or two. It's not that I'm actively ecstatic or anything, I just don't really feel as shitty as I often did a few months ago. And I'm fairly happy with that for what it is.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #333 on: May 07, 2010, 04:04:40 PM »
Quote from: Sigz on May 07, 2010, 03:59:39 PM
Well think about it, what's really outside? Birds? Fuck birds. Weather is shit most of the time, other people generally suck, etc. Inside is really where it's at.
What? I thought you hadn't moved to the UK yet...
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #334 on: May 07, 2010, 04:05:02 PM »
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #335 on: May 07, 2010, 04:07:29 PM »
Quote from: AcidRainLTE on May 07, 2010, 04:04:40 PM
Quote from: Sigz on May 07, 2010, 03:59:39 PM
Well think about it, what's really outside? Birds? Fuck birds. Weather is shit most of the time, other people generally suck, etc. Inside is really where it's at.
What? I thought you hadn't moved to the UK yet...

Twas awesome weather today though 
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #336 on: May 07, 2010, 04:08:10 PM »
Very true. It was cold in the morning so I stuck on my long-sleeve DT t-shirt so I boiled to death in the office D:
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #337 on: May 07, 2010, 04:08:14 PM »
WELL FINE REFUTE MY POINTS JEEZ
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #338 on: May 07, 2010, 04:10:20 PM »
Just that one point.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #339 on: May 07, 2010, 04:13:53 PM »
I have no other response besides :millahhhh

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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #340 on: May 07, 2010, 04:14:42 PM »
Ian, just come round to my house and we can play Pokemon all day. It'll be ace.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #341 on: May 07, 2010, 04:16:10 PM »
 :metal
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #342 on: May 07, 2010, 04:27:21 PM »
lolnerds  :P
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #343 on: May 07, 2010, 04:28:38 PM »
You're just jealous.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #344 on: May 07, 2010, 04:31:49 PM »
I guess I belong in this thread rather often. Way too often for my taste, and I feel it's reflected in my forum posting a bit too much.
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #345 on: May 07, 2010, 04:37:43 PM »
Quote from: AcidRainLTE on May 07, 2010, 04:28:38 PM
You're just jealous.

Bah! Like I'd be jealous of a couple of Iains! Ok maybe a little jealous.

Quote from: Darkes7 on May 07, 2010, 04:31:49 PM
I guess I belong in this thread rather often. Way too often for my taste, and I feel it's reflected in my forum posting a bit too much.

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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #346 on: May 07, 2010, 04:40:22 PM »
Quote from: Silver Tears on May 07, 2010, 04:37:43 PM
Quote from: AcidRainLTE on May 07, 2010, 04:28:38 PM
You're just jealous.

Bah! Like I'd be jealous of a couple of Iains! Ok maybe a little jealous.
Couple? Who said Ian and I were a couple? Who ever told you this is lying...ahem...

Quote from: Darkes7 on May 07, 2010, 04:31:49 PM
I guess I belong in this thread rather often. Way too often for my taste, and I feel it's reflected in my forum posting a bit too much.
You can play Pokemon with us too :)
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #347 on: May 07, 2010, 04:40:31 PM »
I am spending the last 20 minutes of my Friday night on DTF. No offence everyone, but that's not the 16 year old dream.  :-\
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #348 on: May 07, 2010, 04:44:53 PM »
Pokemon? Yeah, and I'd get the "greatest n00b ever" sticker in the process. :lol
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Re: The Depressed Thread.
« Reply #349 on: May 07, 2010, 04:46:02 PM »
You already have that sticker so hurry up and get on a plane :neverusethis:
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