My family and probably the school will as well try to indicate to me that I am screwed out of going to college unless I have a cumulative of like 4.2 or something, like the Asians who are in all honors and stuff.
Most other students/people here tell me I'm quite fine with a GPA in the upper 3.Xs. Also, apparently, one can transfer to a university from a community college by doing real well there, whilst saving a good amount of money. Anyone here know more about that and whether it's true/a dependable method?
Why am I getting so anxious about school? Why couldn't I have been more concerned and have tried to be more responsable 2 years ago? (Good god do I sometimes kind of wish my family hadn't stopped being super strict with me about school when I entered high school. Or were Asian.) I am so dumb, in the sense that I get super worried about school sometimes, and then proceed to not care and half-ass things. I really don't like myself when I do that and I keep on doing that because I'm too lazy and unmotivated to stop being lazy and unmotivated. I mean, hot damn, my grandmother tried all through elementary and middle school emulating Asian parenting to teach me discipline and I LEARNED NOTHING FROM IT!