I was scouring the internet and I found a thread on another forum where I posted my life situation. I was younger, more naive, in a heap of financial trouble, lived in a terrible area, and the only thing keeping me from committing suicide was my fear of death.
Fast-forward eight years.
I didn't finish college. I don't have a six figure income, drive a nice car, or own a big, beautiful house. I do make enough to pay the bills, however, with some money left over for fun. I've overcome family loss, car loss, job loss, girlfriend loss, and many other types of loss. At the moment, I have a stable job, good friends, I live with my best friend, and shit ain't bad.
Sure I'm not on top. But I'm not on the bottom, and it feels good.
/jamesbrown