If I had a SO, yes, that would help tremendously.
And thanks for the support guys, unlike the drinking thing, which was more a matter of survival, this is something I'm doing to better my life all around. The money, the not smelling like ass, the extra time, the self pride and confidence, all that shit.
(yes, I know cigs will kill me too, but the drinking was gonna kill me a whole lot sooner, like really quickly if I didn't stop)