#38Bob Dylan - Blood on the Tracks (1975)The second Dylan album of the list, and this is one very often spoken of as his absolute best. You can ignore context and it’s just a bunch of really good songs, but Blood on the Tracks was regarded by many as a big comeback for him.
To describe that mindset, you have to go all the way back to 1966. After spending five years eclipsing the folk scene and playing a pivotal role in laying the foundations for rock, Dylan had a motorbike accident and messed himself up pretty good. He was out of the spotlight for all of 1967, and his musical ambitions completely changed. He suddenly wanted to get back to basics, play and write traditional folk and country songs and chill. This inspired a general shift towards nostalgic folk and country rock, and Dylan entered a safer, quieter phase in his career. He didn’t tour for eight years, more interested in spending time with his wife and kids.
This state of affairs finally broke in 1974, as he began touring again and his marriage broke down. With his head in a mess, Dylan crafted Blood on the Tracks, which has gained some reputation as the quintessential break-up album. Again accompanied by The Band, this is probably his prettiest album musically, and one of his least cryptic lyrically. Normally very guarded, he becomes a little more open and writes a series of songs detailing a variety of emotions.
The jangly first track,
Tangled Up In Blue, one of the most well-known, appears to try to see a silver lining in the situation, a strange reflection on being “off the chain”, loose upon the world again for better or worse. You’re a Big Girl Now heartbreakingly documents the initial shock of having his cozy existence thrown into disarray. If You See Her, Say Hello, covered by Jeff Buckley, looks at the distance imposed upon him, the pain of simply hearing her name mentioned by others. But the masterpiece of the album is
Idiot Wind, unquestionably one of the best songs Dylan has ever written, eight minutes of biting bitterness and lyrical genius that just doesn’t stop.
I woke up on the roadside, daydreamin’ ’bout the way things sometimes are
Visions of your chestnut mare shoot through my head and are makin’ me see stars
You hurt the ones that I love best and cover up the truth with lies
One day you’ll be in the ditch, flies buzzin’ around your eyes
Blood on your saddle
(Almost no songs from this album available. Tangled Up In Blue is a live version from his 1975 tour, and Idiot Wind is an acoustic demo version, which many people prefer to the album one anyway).
#37Ben Howard - I Forget Where We Were (2014)This is the most recent album on my list, released only in October of last year, and Ben Howard is my most listened to artist in the past year.
Ben Howard was originally considered by a lot of people as just another English poppy folk dude in the vein of Ed Sheeran. His first album Every Kingdom got criticism for being too light and without substance, from people who clearly didn’t listen very carefully. It has a mixture of upbeat songs, and, well, far less upbeat ones. Even the message of (going by youtube views) his biggest song up to this point,
Keep Your Head Up, is that happiness doesn’t necessarily come naturally, that it’s not something you can just bank on, and that you may have to actively strive for it.
While Every Kingdom is fairly optimistic, and Ben Howard appears to have been on the upswing, I Forget Where We Were finds him experiencing a severe collapse in his spirit. The natural folk rock feel of his debut is replaced by a strange, frosty, echoing electric sound that occasionally swells into crashing, unsettling soundscapes. The album is a long hard, almost uncomfortably honest look at being seemingly pre-disposed towards unhappiness, your own mind, for reasons you can’t explain, your worst enemy. In fact, in the grip of such a downturn, perhaps even as a direct result of it, he has gone through a breakup, which then in turn also haunts the album (in case this seems presumptuous, there are clues across the album that it occurred in this order).
The two tracks neck in neck as popular standout are ghostly
Conrad, and
End of the Affair, an eight minute track that is sunken in quiet misery for about two thirds, then erupts in desperation and frustration. Honestly, it would be far easier to talk about low points than high points; the album is harrowing from start to finish. Opener Small Things is great; two acoustic tracks in the middle of the album, In Dreams and
She Treats Me Well, offer a slight change of tone, the latter as much of a positive respite as the album offers:
Morning
I’ve done my time here
Stood here watching my own death
But a few things are going my way this time
Got a woman at home
She treats me well
And the last track, All Is Now Harmed, is one of the most emotionally overwhelming endings to an album I’ve ever heard, but I won’t link to it, as I think it’s better to hear it in its place at the end of this bleak modern masterpiece.