Number 18 - The Mirror – Awake
"Reflections of reality,
Are slowly coming into view,
How the hell can you possibly forgive me,
After all the hell I put your through?"
Why it made the top thirty - Portnoy's first venture into songwriting was a successful one. The lyrics to this song really capture the emotion and regret he was feeling at the time. You could at the same time see him spiralling out of control. It is clear from the content if the next couple if albums that there was quite a lot going on and really this was only beginning. An unofficial member of the twelve step suite, this is in a lot of ways better than a majority of that. It feels somehow more true and real.
There is an incredible amount of honesty and pain in these lyrics. Let's talk about the music. Awake is a dark album. But of all the songs on the album there are none darker than this one. The chugging riff at the start is just pure
and when the strings come in it starts to really pick up. Then the organ in the background of the intro which is also really awesome. The build up this song has is incredible. The drumming is pretty solid throughout but there are a couple of points where it is even better such as towards the end if the intro when his double bassing reaches possibly the fastest point it has been this far in the discography.
The first verse vocals are harsher before the little musical interlude with those keys . Then the second verse the vocals are outstanding when he screams "trusting in yoooooouuuuuu" it's hair raising. The best is yet to come though. After the chorus (which is only average to be honest) the song slows down a bit as we have a mini instrumental break with some samples in the background before it heads for
that bridge. I love this part the most I think. The guitar in the background is terrific as are the keys. Anyone who says the keys on awake are shit obviously didn't listen to this song.
After the next chorus, we have the Space-Dye Vest motif which I love – the back half of this album seems to self reference each other which I really enjoy. Leading into that extended outro with what can be described as the closest we have to a guitar solo. The thing about this song is despite having any real solos, it is incredibly proficient. The lack of wankiness also helps it achieve a higher mark than most here would put it.
Why it didn’t finish higher – It’s weird because the song sounds so good, it can get away with it but this is one of few songs in the discography without an actual solo. I think it’s one of the longest too. I suppose its testament to how good the song is to finish this high despite not having a solo and also that it was only recently I realised it didn’t have one. Not really. Actually initially I had this in my top five before I listened to several other songs that are actually much better than it. So that’s another reason. As mentioned earlier, pretty much everything is perfect now so its just a case of which songs I prefer.
Best part – Absolutely the bridge. Everything about it is amazing, great vocals (and lyrics), drums, bass, guitar and keys all melding together to form something that is incredibly beautiful, yet still
Number 17 – Trial of Tears – Falling Into Infinity
“Still awake,
I continue to move along
Cultivating my own nonsense,
Welcome to the wasteland,
Where you’ll find ashes, nothing but ashes,”
Why it made the top thirty – This song is honestly just epic as hell. The start is so twinkly and beautiful and one of those atmospheric intros that they love doing so much. Then the guitar comes in with the mini riffs before the main riff comes in with the drums. And the vocals are absolutely amazing in this song! By far the best vocals on ANY song post Awake (or post food poisoning if you like). I just adore the way this song takes you away to a far away land. I can’t possibly single out any instrument because it is all perfect.
I mentioned earlier that it is rare I actually like a chorus but this is a radical exception – I think this might be my favourite chorus of DT. I am not a hundred percent sure because I can’t think of anything else off the top of my head and something might come to me later but it’s right up there. When the instrumental part (I assume this is where the supposed Deep in Heaven section starts since its all instrumental) begins at around 6:13 or so, it is amazing. First there is the simple and slow drums, punctuated by the really groovy bass, the incredible guitar solo (one of Petrucci’s best and I’m not kidding, I think this is top five – it has everything, it’s slow at first then builds up and becomes crazy at the end – impressive and fun) the keyboard chords in the background, gradually inkling the scale while the song maintains the same key.
Then there’s a brief break for a few bars while Myung plays another groovy bassline and then Sherinian comes in with a sick keyboard solo. He really can shred those keys. Rudess was more technical, Moore was more elegant but Sherinian had an unmatchable energy and you can feel him really enjoying what he’s creating. This solo just blows me away though. Then the song quiets down and we have the final refrain. I love the drum fill that comes in just after the “Nothing but ashes” bit. Finally we have the outro, just as twinkly and beautiful as the intro.
Why it didn’t finish higher – To be honest, there’s nothing about this song I don’t like. I enjoy the intro which I know is a little slow and takes time to get going but it always builds up nicely. I can’t think of anything nit picky to mark it lower. Just that everything above it is better I guess.
Why it’s the best song on Falling Into Infinity – On an album of hits and misses, this is the song that hits the most and misses the least. It’s got a lot more than the other tracks on the album, with the only real contender being Lines in the Sand – every time I listen to these two songs, I always think LITS is better but I enjoy this one more. I can’t explain that.
Best part – The entire solo section is incredible. The bass is perfect, the guitar solo is unreal, the drums just compliment it beautifully and those constant changing chords of the keys give it more volume.
Number 16 - Space-Dye Vest – Awake
"Never come near me again,
Do you really think I need you?"
Why it made the top thirty - this is purely and simply musical and lyrical perfection. It is testament to Kevin Moore that he can create something so beautiful and use so little. I mentioned earlier that there is one particular Kevin Moore keyboard moment that doesn't sound like everything else - this is it. Nothing they had done and nothing they have since will ever be the same as this. What an absolutely perfect sign off for Moore. I cannot say more than that. It is so beautiful, I can't even dissect it. It's unnecessary.
Why it didn't finish higher - there is so much I
shouldn't like about this song. It's not my style. It doesn't build up. The drums are practically in half the song and very simple (by DT standard), there is virtually no guitar, the vocals are the most simple in the entire catalogue.... But I can forgive all of this because that is how the song was supposed to be. The one thing - the tiny nit pickiest thing with this song is the samples. I don't mind the samples but I feel they would have felt better at a different point of the song as it sort of detracts from the piano or the piano detracts from it. That's the thing. I don't know what should be more important here. I feel like it should be the piano because the samples are so much quieter but then at other points it feels like the samples are louder and detract from the piano. I love the song for what it is but at the end if the day, I love the others more.
Best part - I cannot choose between the lyrics at the end: "I could never be open again" etc and the absolutely beautiful piano intro. Either way, Kevin Moore take a bow. You will be missed.