here we go...
evey day of my school life, I am forced to sit around and listen to the "oh, i like____) "___ and ___ blank are going out" and I think its bull shit. Yiu can't like someone when you are 14 and having a girl friend is a staus symbol. I happen to believe that when I should finally "like" somebody, I will truly have feeling for her. Not some shitty "liking" on a 14 ear old level. Next, you cant " go out" either you cant fucking drive so what the fuck are you supposed to do, have your mom drive you too the movies...reeeeeeeal romantic. Everyone thinks that when they get into a relationship, it will last forever. Well, I know it doesnt and usually I call that i give it "2-4 weeks before they break up" and people call me jealous, but I'm not, I'm rational. My last reason is also my weirdest (sp)...I just really dont like people. I have 2 really good friends because they share alll of my personal character traits with my and a couple of other friends that I think are cool but are kinda...meh, so basically I'm waiting untill I actually find the right person thats fits, and I'm not gonna get into the 14 year old drama of breaking up after 2 weeks or any of that dumb shit.
happy...I guarantee I sounded like a complete loser fuck.