Um... yeah.
So anyway, it's over, and that's kinda depressing. Like everything else about this show. Okay okay, that's not fair; the show was supposed to be depressing, I think. It was an unfiltered look at a bleak, dirty part of life, through the eyes of some pretty damaged, fucked-up guys.
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Despite the serious near-deaths when they tracked down and confronted the spaghetti monster, I still somehow came away feeling disappointed by how the ending played out. Like it still didn't have some kind of BANG that I was expecting.
As Nic Pizzolatto has been saying all along, there's no supernatural, there's no ridiculous plot twist, it's just a detective story. The first five episodes, by jumping back and forth between 1995 and 2012, with the occassional stop in 2002, created a tension and challenged the viewer. Once we got to Episode 6 and the narrative played out straight, it was just another show. A great show, with great writing and brilliant acting, and I was invested in the characters and it was cool to see them together again, but still a "regular" show.
At the end, with both of them in the hospital, they were teasing each other and giving each other shit in a barbed yet good-natured way which we really hadn't seen before. I'm thinking it was like the rapport they'd developed during seven years of being partners, ten years ago, and it was supposed to be good to see them sharing that again. But since we really didn't get to see it before, it seemed to come out of nowhere for me.
Both men cried. Both men finally let it out, after 17 years of torture. They got their man, it's over. Marty seemed pretty much the same, maybe a little brighter. Rust was almost positive and optimistic, which was the biggest change. He felt. He felt the love, he even talked about it, and hey, from his viewpoint, the light is winning. That's some real progress. Especially since I thought he was gonna die.
Despite the slightly underwhelming ending, which really couldn't have gone any other way, it was overall a good show. An excellent show. I'd watch it again, given the chance, but I've got HBO free for now and it's ending soon, so I don't know when that chance will be.