Well, my two big dreams have always been to play drums in a (metal/prog metal) band and to be a filmmaker. I do jam with a guy and we are sort of an unofficial band at the moment are are looking for members. I start film school in April and I'm not sure how that is going to turn out because I have no work and no money (looked my ass off and couldn't get hired by anybody. I had a brief stint at Tim Hortons and they shit-canned me after less than a week). The school is in Toronto and I live in Kitchener. I'm hoping I'll be able to commute via GoBus or GoTrain. But what I would really like to happen is for to my mother to get a place in Toronto and I can stay with her while I go to school and I can come back here on week-ends to visit my dad, dogs, and cat. Mom just got out of cancer surgery and will be healed a little before I have to start school, so I'm hoping that she wants to/can help me out in that department. If not, then I think I am kind of fucked.
And this shit pisses me off, too, because I am twenty-one years-old and I want to get on with my career. I haven't really done anything with my life since I finished high school and I am sick of not having anything to do and not having a job. Believe me, I feel like the laziest piece of shit alive. Hopefully everything works out so I can do the things that I want to do.
Another thing that I've always wanted to do, was be a novelist. I have always loved to tell stories (I guess that comes with the filmmaking territory, as well), so I would love to work as a novelist. If there was a way I could accomplish all three, that would be fucking amazing. But I'll do what I can, because I need a career and do something with my life.